today is my last “official” day at work. I am sad! I am so busy! somehow each seems to be canceling out the other, and I’m not sure that’s a good thing… also, I’m slightly freaking out over what this means for my life, and yet very excited to venture onto this new path. so far, all the risks I’ve taken have paid off, so I have to believe this will be the same. but still… yikes!